Tuesday, November 24


    I wanted to say NO.


    BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT



    when they say they dont mind paying

    I
    ..............................



    ..........................



    ..............

    ......
    ...
    .

    said yes to learn these two songs.



    and





    i lurve these 2 songs,
    but i never want to perform them
    I AM SO FUCKING FAT FOR THEM..
    LOL


    die die die die die die die die die die
    i dont know how to die.
    in front of 500 ppl singing thes 2 songs?
    aiks.
    i just cant resist the pay sometimes


    @ 10:30 PM

    Thursday, November 19


    歌曲是一种微妙的咚咚
    它是一个能让感情被抒发的黑洞
    也是个把能量发出去的泉源
    今天唱了很多新歌
    歌词让我有了很多很多的感触
    不是在感情上,而是在人生哲学上。
    是一种寄托吧。
    人总是把所有的感触寄托在不同的东西身上。
    有些喜欢把它写出来,
    有些喜欢把它收在心里,
    也有很多人喜欢把感触转化成力量,
    把它幻化成汗水,
    把它化成食量,
    而我儿时潜意识的把它化成唱歌的动力。
    与其说歌曲是让我抒发情感的地方,
    不如说它是我能量的泉源,
    不停的唱同一首歌,
    而每次在找寻适当的唱法时,
    都会有不同的感触。
    是心灵上的一种灌注吧
    也是一种情感的回流。

    今天让我有所感触歌叫葡萄成熟时
    陈奕讯唱:
    ‘日后尽量别让今天的泪白流
    留低击伤你的石头
    从错误里吸收’


    @ 9:14 PM

    Wednesday, November 18


    It happened this morning
    It was fast.
    I wonder my sub committee next time will be that efficient?
    LOL

    And the story goes like this:
    I went down from the car and headed into my house.
    Mum were outside and getting down from the car.
    What i heard next was: AUNTIE.
    and what i saw at that moment was: A SUPER LONG PARANG on my mum's shoulder. o.O
    My mum fast fast give him the bag she carried and both of the indian robbers ran away.

    It happened in 30 seconds?
    and i had time to bargain with them to see whether he wants to give back my mum's id and stuff.

    This is the second time my mum got rob in 5 years time.
    I myself thinks that my mum and me are super alert and smart.
    The first time was happened in front of a bank,
    while she was heading to her car from the bank.
    A motor bike was heading to her from a different direction,
    and me was in the car,
    I asked her to pour everything in the bag to the floor and thus she managed to save whatever are important.
    and the snatch theif was not fortunate, he got injured because i used umbrella to attack him and he was caught.

    The second time was happened this morning,
    right in front of my place.
    FUCK!!!
    i think the two indians were tailing us from one of the main roads,
    but anyway,
    it's fucking fortunate for my mum caz she is absolutely alright,
    loss of few hundreds worth handphones aint something compared relatively to her life.
    Anyway, she was kinda calm *just like me*
    and still got the mood to make fun of the thief -.-
    and we were discussing why she never pretend to have heart attack or whatever it is and pretend to faint on the floor. LOL..
    this is how creative of me and my mum..

    Stop saying why my father cant stop all these to happened since he is a police.
    Err..
    probably my dad isnt a superman,
    and wad can he do when he is not there..
    stop asking stupid questions -.-

    People, be superly careful while u r walking
    and be extra careful before u go into ur place.
    Hee..

    @ 8:56 PM

    Tuesday, November 17


    Whoever know me well knows that i like to sleep, but i just dont sleep when i have something better to do, and i couldnt sleep much when i have something in my mind. Perhaps 3 to 4 hours are more then enough to support me for the next 20 hours.

    I've been telling myself to sleep after the exam caz i seriously think that i m so lack of sleep throughout this semester..
    Therefore, i came out this schedule:

    Exam ends at thursday:
    Friday till monday : stay at home and SLEEP.
    tuesday: go out with frens
    Wednesaday onwards till the end of november : SLEEP

    I followed the plan perfectly until my mum starts assigning me task:
    1. John ah, can u wash ur school bag? they seems dirty.
    2. John ah, can u go to the market with me?
    3. John ah, can u go to the back with me?
    4. John ah, the whoever uncle long time never see u leh...
    5. John ah..
    6. John ah...
    7. John ah......
    8. John ah......
    ...........
    .....
    ..
    .

    Never failed to mention my name, perhaps my mum never see me for a long time.
    I wonder how she gonna react if i really need to leave the country to work or whatever it is.

    I planned to do this few things in the holiday:
    1. Reformat my lappie (it might take me forever to do it, caz i m lazy)
    2. Paint a few pairs of shoes for new year!!!
    3. Re-familiarise the Photoshop thingy, caz i think it gonna be useful next year.
    4. Read a few english books, caz my english sucks.
    5. Learn a few songs?
    5. SLEEP.

    I think i can only accomplish the last mission. lol

    well, times up, and i m off to sleep again.
    goodnight world.
    lol..
    so sleepy..
    hahahaha

    @ 10:07 PM

    Saturday, November 7


    Humans are changeable..

    Right after the exam timetable is out:
    Everyone will want the timetable ends as soon as possible, and decided to get great grades for the coming exam.
    start targeting their grades,
    scheduling timeslot for revisions

    During the mid of preparation:
    Everyone starts planning for vacation after exam,
    everyone got so excited bout the plan,
    and somehow forgot the scheduled revision timeslot.
    and somehow forgot they must sit for exam before the whatever plan they made.

    Right before the exam:
    Everyone wants extra time just to study,
    so that they can do better in the coming paper,
    but usually things dont turned out well

    Days in between papers:
    Everyone wants the time pass slower so that they dont need to take the paper so soon
    everyone wish the exam periods are longer, so that they got extra days in between papers.
    Everyone got depressed for the first few paper, and want to do better in the later one, or perhaps next semester.

    Right before last paper:
    everyone is again excited bout the plan and
    they somehow forgot whatever they studied.

    RIght after last paper:
    everyone go out and have fun,
    or go back to sleep kao kao..
    and start complaining the exam period is way too long

    Right after the results released:
    everyone claimed that they will do better if given extra days to study.
    everyone will plan to do better in next semester.

    But the cycle wont change until the last semester.
    This is wad we called exam syndrome,
    and how easy humans can be consoled by themselves.

    No doubt, i m one of them. LOL


    STRESS AH~~ SIEN AH

    @ 9:36 PM

    Monday, November 2


    how hard is material and energy balance? err... u see lo:










    @ 10:05 PM


    It's not fun to play with balancing when u just couldnt balance them well..
    Not just about material and energies.
    but so do the hormone, stressness control, emotion, diet, life and the list goes on.

    I found out people do stress when things flooding in like there is no tomorrow.
    Things are getting awful if there is too much stress on it.
    we do know the theory well inside out,
    but no one can apply it well on themselves.
    at least i m couldnt do it perfectly well..

    No doubt, the course structure is gettng harder in each semester,
    but i think i m mentally prepared for it,
    at least i think i should do so. before the exam strikes.
    or perhaps i had experience on multitasking,
    so examination is not really something for me,
    and yet it seems more relaxing,
    compared relatively to
    having 2 events on hands, few assignments, and other problems..

    Comparing yourself with other is something that can hardly find a balance point.
    compare and think about how people do think about urself can bring nothing good..
    It's because everything will go off when things gone beyond the balancing point.
    Afterall, the possibility of being 'balanced' is very small,
    despite having a lot of accurate and reliable information,
    we can never find the balance point.

    But dont forget we were living in a well balanced world,
    and human imbalance the balance on the world.
    by turning impossible to possible,
    with the aid of technology.
    So, dont need to think so much before u do something,
    So long as u feel happy...
    But anyway, feeling happy is not by thinking people think how badly u are
    being happy is not by comparing ourselves to the other people
    being happy is not by blaming people pissing you
    being happy is not about being stress only during the examination period.
    being happy is not just trying to avoid from awkwardness..


    i dont know what am i writing. ignore this

    @ 8:38 PM

    WeLc0mE

    U might find a rotten egg in ur basket
    But isnt life jsut too perfect without it?

    Pr0fiLe

    John Ng Shau Chong
    u can call me:
    John, Xiao Zhang, Jionn, 绍章
    Ah Ji,
    but dont call me
    Activities chairperson. *LOL*

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